Musicmyboyfriend's Journals

the best birthday ever.

it's official. i'm 14!! my friends are like the best. they made letters and they said that they have another surprise for me. haha. apparently they didn't buy it yet. whatever it is. I'M SOO HAPPY!!! oh and i finally have the hair-do i wanted. it's kinda funny cause the first expression on my friends' faces were like, "woah new hair. [pause] HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" LOL!! i'll post a picture soon. ;)

normal guy VS Edward Cullen

A normal guy would say: â�œI love you, baby!â�
Edward Cullen would say: â�œYou are my life nowâ�

Normal Guy would say: â�œI think I'm falling for youâ�
Edward Cullen would say: â�œThe Lion fell in Love with the Lambâ�

Normal Guy would say: â�œYou hair looks like a haystack â�¦.go brush it!â�
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like haystackâ�¦but I like itâ�

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicated to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you died a normal guy would find another.
If you died Edward would kill himself cause life without you isnâ�™t worth living.

"Well, I wasn't going to live without you." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "But I wasn't sure how to do it--I knew Emette and Jasper would never help... so I was thinking maybe i would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

As you left the house a normal guy would say: â�œBye. See ya!â�
As you left the house Edward Cullen would say: â�œCome back to me loveâ�

He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me"

"Always"

As you come back to the house a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldnâ�™t even notice.
As you come back to the house Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you

â�œI heard the music before i was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.â�

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you were both out for dinner a normal guy wouldnâ�™t keep his eyes of the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldnâ�™t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places a normal guy would say: â�œI miss youâ�
While far apart in different place Edward Cullen would say: â�œItâ�™s like you taken half myself with youâ�

A normal Guy wouldnâ�™t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.

"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

my friend came up with this:

A normal guy would use random movie lines, mix them up and then use them to make you swoon.
Edward Cullen is so much more.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were starsâ�”points of light and reasonâ�¦ And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldnâ�™t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. - New Moon, Chapter 23, p.514

mine is pretty corny:
A normal guy can have looks like a movie star.
Edward Cullen dazzles.

I HATE MY MOM. I HATE HER.

I HATE MY MOM. I HATE HER. MY MOM IS THE WORST PARENT IN THE WORLD. SHE'S THE REASON WHY I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. SHE'S THE REASON WHY MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL. SHE IS THE WORST. I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN. SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME. SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS. SHE DOESNT CARE IF I'M HURT. SHE DOESNT CARE WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE. SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO DANCE. I LOVE DANCING. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. SHE THINKS I'M IN CCDC FOR THE GRADES. SHE DOESNT WANT ME THERE. BUT I LOVE IT THERE. SHE THINKS MY GRADES ARE DOWN BECAUSE OF IT. SHE THINKS THAT MY PERFORMANCES ARE USELESS, THAT'S WHY SHE DOESNT WANT ME THERE. BUT I LOVE MY PERFORMANCES. I LOVE PERFORMING, ESPECIALLY IN DANCE. SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT MY SISTER WAS THE BEST. SHE ALSO NEVER THOUGHT HOW HURT I FEEL WHEN SHE IS CONSTANTLY COMPARING ME WITH HER. WELL I AM NOT HER. I AM PIA. I THINK THAT'S WHY SHE HATES ME. BECAUSE I'M NEVER GONA BE LIKE THE DAUGHTER SHE WANTS. SHE WANTS MY SISTER. IT'S OBVIOUS. I WANT TO DIE. I DONT CARE IF I'M IN HEAVEN OR HELL. EITHER WOULD BE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY BETTER THAN HAVING A LIFE WITH HER. BEING POOR IS BETTER THAN HAVING A LIFE WITH HER. DANCING IS THE ONLY THING THAT SHE KNOWS THAT I LOVE DO. EVEN IF SHE HATES ME DOING IT. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF SHE KNEW I WANT TO BE A DRUMMER?? I KNOW WHAT. SHE'LL KICK ME OUT OF THE HOUSE. SHE ALWAYS DOES. SHE TRIED KICKING MY BROTHER OUT BUT HE'S A PEST THAT HAS NO WHERE ELSE TO GO. BUT IF EVER SHE DID, I WOULD GLADLY WALK OUT OF THE HOUSE MYSELF! ANYWHERE WOULD BE BETTER THAN THIS SHITHOLD CALLED MY MOM. I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE I WANT HER TO DIE

pia little.

Put your ipod on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating!

How am I feeling today?:
one day, robots will cry - cobra starship

Will I get far in life?:
the piano knows something i dont know - panic at the disco

How do my friends see me?:
as you cry - the hush sound

Where will I get Married?:
Intro - the hush sound

What is my best friend's theme song?:
do you know what i'm seeing - panic at the disco [that's nice.]

What is the story of my life?:
kiss my sass - cobra starship. HAHA.

What is/was highschool like?:
high hopes in velvet ropes - the cab

How can I get ahead in life?:
bounce - the cab

What is the best thing about me?:
that green gentleman - panic at the disco. what?

How is today going to be?:
folkin around - panic at the disco. riiigghhht....

What is in store for this weekend?:
risky business - the cab

What song describes my parents?:
pas de cheval - panic at the disco

To describe my grandparents?:
nine in the afternoon - panic at the disco

How is my life going?:
control - metro station

What song will they play at my funeral?:
honey - the hush sound. aaawwwww

How does the world see me?:
take my hand - the cab

Will I have a happy life?:
disco - metro station

What do my friends really think of me?:
hurricane - the hush sound

Do people secretly lust after me?:
damn you look and i'm drunk (scandalous) - cobra starship. HAHA VERY FUNNY.

How can I make myself happy?:
one of those nights - the cab

What should I do with my life?:
kelsey - metro station. what?

Will I ever have children?:
behind the sea - panic at the disco

What is some good advice for me?:
i'm a wonder - the cab

How will I be remembered?:
the boys are too refined - the hush sound

What is my signature dancing song?:
feedback - janet jackson

What do I think my current theme song is?:
my moves are white (white hot, that is) - cobra starship

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
i'll run - the cab

What type of men/women do you like?:
seventeen forever - metro station

comment if you want to use the survey! :)

pia little.

how scene are you?

How Scene Are You? [surveyxlove.multiply.com] [ ] I have black in my hair [x] My hair is choppy [x] I have a fringe which covers part of my face [ ] I have a facial piercing, or Iâ�™m planning to get one in the near future [x] I have a myspace [x] I love taking pictures of myself at funny angles [ ] I love going to gigs [x] Iâ�™ve belonged to a group on the net called something along the lines of "cuntxcore" or "gungunbangbang" or "murderscene" or "hXxc" [x] I like dinosaurs [x] I like robots [ ] I wear little girls bows [ ] I wear headbands [x] I love everything cute [ ] Iâ�™m obnoxious, but I donâ�™t care [ ] I donâ�™t care what people think [x] I just donâ�™t care [ ] I donâ�™t care so much I make people want to commit suicide [x] The 80s were awesome [x] Emo kids are hot [ ] Skater kids are hot [x] Punk kids are hot [ ] Mo hawks are rad [x] Sitting on steps with friends is what I consider cool [x] I love my friends [x] I love fashion but I donâ�™t follow it [x] Big, trashy sunglasses are cool [ ] Iâ�™m egoistic, but I donâ�™t mind [ ] I think Iâ�™m pretty straight edge [ ] Even though I drink and take pictures of my self naked [x] I claim that Fall Out Boy is mainstream crap because everyone else thinks Fall Out Boy is mainstream crap [ ] I like to dance hardcore style [ ] I like talking like a thug [ ] I listen to metal [x] But I really look innocent [x] I take pictures of myself with other peoples names written on any body part or on a sign Iâ�™m holding [x] I photoshop my pictures [x] Iâ�™m a hypocrite [x] But as long as itâ�™s cool to other people, itâ�™s OK. [ ] I still donâ�™t care about what people think about me [ ] I wear tight band shirts [ ] I wear skinny jeans [x] I wear a skater brand of shoes [ ] I wear heavy eye make-up [ ] Guy on guy action is hot [x] I meet people off the internet [ ] I have a blog, where I brag about my life [x] Iâ�™m unique [x] At least I like to THINK Iâ�™m unique TOTAL: 26 X IT BY 2. i am 52% scene. sweet.

PATD IN MANILA!

Panic at the disco`s coming to Manila. :D

The concert`s on August 14, 2008 , Thursday at the Araneta Coliseum.

1st to third row. 10, 000
4th-6th row. 7,550
7th-10th row. 5,550
Patron A. 3,950
Patron B. 3,450
Lower Box. 3,450
Upper A. 1,750
Upper B. 950
GA. 450

how deeply expensive. now i'm kinda scared that i might not go to their concert. :|
this really sucks. and i promised to myself i'll go no matter what.
oh well. have to start saving. :D

CONGRATULATIONS!

aaw that's so sweet they're already engaged! i would personally make an Ashlete photo collage or banner but since i'm in america, i dont have my laptop, i'm using my cousin's laptop that has no photoshop, i cant. oh well. i'm still very happy for them! :D

Is this a buzznet miracle?

ohmigod! the connection is soo fast! just like before! i dont need to wait for a century for some pages to load! ohmigod! i love this day! even after i had a party with my friends! i can comment properly now! even foe is working! woohoo! but i still need a lot of catching up to do. haha. :P

honey screen caps

yeah. i made them myself. i didnt use the youtube video though, so it's small.
it's finally in order! haha

it's just that, after i posted them all, i saw in [sweettangerine.net] that they already have screen caps. =|
i think their's is better.
oh whatever. i already posted them so you cant do anything about it >:P